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The motivation for me is them telling me what i could not be.

one day,

i'm sure i will look back at this particular time in my life and laugh at all the things that have happened, smile at all the growing up i did, and crack up at how dramatic and crazy my feelings about people, places, and things caused me to act...but right now, there is nothing funny.

since you been gone, i learned how to move on. how to be myself. dont need nobodys help. dealin with you, i forgot that i could. feel so good. i forgot that i should... take a fresh step. a deep breath. i don't need a reason why. to just take time. i realized i have to walk, run, dive. it was a close call. had a little fall. but all i had to do was try. at the end of the day, even angels have to learn to fly.

it could all be so simple. but we would rather make it hard.  if you didnt know, the art of simplicity simply  means making peace with the world's complexities. it maybe hard to do, but it's really not that hard to understand.

i risked falling so i could fly.
i risked crying so i could smile.
in shallow waters, i risked a dive.
i risked dying so I could feel alive.
and i must say, it was worth the try.

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cant be scared to fail in the search of affection.

[For all you non-literary folks, the words are purposely formed in an upward motion, representing a staircase...therefore defining the only direction i am trying to move is UP]